One Day.....

When I am older and hopefully have a daughter about to be married I will look back and think about what the time before my own marriage was like. Two words will probably jump straight to my mind...Panic....and Attack! So I have less than 4 weeks to go right now... YEAY because I honestly can't wait to be married and DOUBLE YEAY because all this crap will be OVER! I'm glad I did things the way I did with my wedding but if I had to do all over again I would probably NOT do it the same way. I'm proud of the things my mother and I have made and am grateful for the time I've gotten to spend with her but somedays I wish I had just let someone else handle all the details. Really and truly I am ready for the wedding....its the whole "having to move two hours away and clean my apartment while trying to finish everything for the wedding and look for a new job all in less than four weeks" bit that has me quite flustrated!

It would be one thing if I could just pack EVERYTHING up and sort it out after I got moved.....but NOOOOO...things can't possibly be THAT easy! Instead I'm having to try to figure out how to get rid of a couch, a kitchen table, two bookshelves, a computer table, and exercise bike, a microwave, and other assorted things. You see I've lived in my apartment for the last 2 years and been "out of the house" for 6 almost 7 years so I've accumulated a lot of crap. I'm a hoarder...I admit it..... Then there is my fiance who has been "out of the house" for....mmm....10 years or so.....he's a hoarder.....can you see where this is leading?!

I've even gotten to the point where I just want to throw EVERYTHING (except for the pink tub full of momentos) away! Thankfully I only have four more days of work left and a busy weekendd and then the next week I only have a hair appointment before I can truly sit down and pack before running two hours away one day to unload crap at the new place and then I have a weekend of meeting with the preacher one last time and moving ABSOLUTELY everything that is left then three days of cleaning followed by a bachelorette party and the then its the week of the wedding and why did I think I had enough time for all of this!?